Father's Day....
..2009...
...the first without my Dad .......feels very strange.....
Maybe it's because I'm feeling on my knees a bit at the minute...with all the finishing, mounting etc....but...
THIS June I'm living with mixed emotions.
I lost my son in June 2002; ... managed to get myself picked-up a bit over that one...
...but, this year it has felt "closer" - maybe because his Grampa's not here now....
.....some days are a bit "difficult".....
...although fairly repetative work kind-of helps.....no thought required....
Expo opening next weekend is a definite "upper"....and has been a welcome focus to have had over the last few months....
...hope a holiday will help.....
