Sunday 21 June 2009

.....thoughts....

Father's Day....


..2009...


...the first without my Dad .......feels very strange.....


Maybe it's because I'm feeling on my knees a bit at the minute...with all the finishing, mounting etc....but...

THIS June I'm living with mixed emotions.

I lost my son in June 2002; ... managed to get myself picked-up a bit over that one...

...but, this year it has felt "closer" - maybe because his Grampa's not here now....


.....some days are a bit "difficult".....


...although fairly repetative work kind-of helps.....no thought required....


Expo opening next weekend is a definite "upper"....and has been a welcome focus to have had over the last few months....


...hope a holiday will help.....